It's getting harder & harder to breathe.
Please don't just play with me, my paper heart will bleed. < /3
I'm not at my bestest right now. Fuck everything. I slept for three hours yesterday. I can't get to any sleep. I just let the thoughts run through my mind. I don't know where am I driving to in life now, I'm kinda stressed out & I want out. Ugh, I don't know. School was boring & I can fall asleep any minute from there. English was shit, last period was great. Received three notes from the class. =DDD Bio was worst la okay. Mrs Lim isn't at her best either. She kept yelling at us. Ugh, stupid. Art was kinda fun, I'd say. She didn't asked for the research tday, she'll ask for it tmr. So I'll rush everything tday. School play.. Shant talk about it anymore. Bestaye, if you're reading this, I don't think I'll be going anymore. Sorry babes, I'll make it up to you okay. ):
After school, cabbed down to compass with Sass & Mich. Bestaye went home during recess. Qiaos got Maths. ): Omg bestaye dear, please fucking take care of your stupid eye lah okay. Ugh, asshole you! Ate Mac's for lunch. Didn't really eat though. =
Mich followed Adel they all, hahah. Saw my ex-eyecandy's twin. :D:D:D:D Trigger happy trigger happy. Anyway, he doesn't really look THAT like her but kind of la. He's the smaller version. Mich thinks that he's cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hai hao lor, not like my ex-eyecandy. (x Okay I'm over her so I should shut up. But I still think ex-eyecandy better. Hor Mich hor? (x Took 156 down to Serangoon Stadium. Thought about a lot of stuffs on the bus. Music kept playing, thoughts kept running. My heart's so tangled up. But nevermind, I'll be fine again. )':
House practise was stupid. Just sat there, did homework & all. Sat around, hear the sec1s cheer. Left around 4plus, took 156 back. Almost fell asleep in the bus, esp when it's damn shakey. Rofl. Waited the bus with Sassy & went back. Thought a lot again on the way home. I was effing tired okay. I could hardly speak.
Art undone, maths undone, ss & lit undone. >): I hate school. Yes, I hate schooooooool. I love school cos I get to meet up with my friends & we craplaughjoke along the way.
In order to make me feel better, get my girlfriend to come down to my place now & squeeze me, get someone to do my homework & I'll be hyper again. (x But I know it's all impossible. Ugh.
I think I'll keep all those thoughts to myself, I don't intend to post them here. Maybe when I'm free. There's art to rushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. >):
Thanks for those who commented, I think I'll reply there. & girlfriend, thanks for updating. <3
I know we're gonna make it through this rain
<3,
5:53 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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